I can’t believe i spent 2 and 1/2 years of my life with someone and then it all just vanished. I feel like i have nothing. I feel like i failed. I feel as if everything is my fault… Maybe i need to be skinnier. Maybe i need to be prettier. I honestly don’t know what is going on. I hate this feeling deep inside of me. This feeling of betrayal. I just don’t understand how one day I could be on top of the world with a guy and the next day being so low. I honestly hate relationships.. I hate him. I honestly can’t believe someone would do what you did to me. Why would you do this to me. I gave you everything. Every second, every dollar, every ounce of love that I had in my heart. I just honestly can’t believe this. How can someone be so cruel and do what you did to me. I just don’t get it. You said you wanted to get married. You were going to buy me a ring. You told me and fed me all of these lies. You never wanted anything more from me. You just lied to my face. Am I seriously that ugly… why.. why did you have to do this to me… ughhhh! For anyone who read this thank you and I’m sorry I just really needed to let this out… :( good night everyone… back to crying.
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